I'm so proud of myself. I have been going to the gym non stop for 1 month now. That's not easy for me. I always seem to find an excuse. Well at least I used to. Today I circuit trained.
Okay, now that my mom is away from the computer I need advice.......here is the problem. I live at home, and my parents are divorced. My mom recently got divorced for the 2nd time two years ago. Well, she recently started going out with this guy from work. But on the work ladder, she is at the top and runs the company and he is close to the bottom running the mail room. She will not admit that she likes him or that there is even anything going on. That bugs me. She calls him a field trip! I'm really worried that he is after her $. He is 45 and has never owned his own home. He still rents and has roommates. Plus I overheard him say he owes uncle sam a lot of back taxes. Besides all of this, I just don't like him. I have a weird feeling about him. I'm never comfortable around him and he seems to always be at my house. I feel like a stranger in my house when he is over. I don't feel like I have ever seen the real him. He is always "ON" when he is around me or my brother. Plus he always has to have the last word. Why can't people just accept the fact that they may not know everything? I tried talking to my mom about how I felt I even got tears in my eyes. She beat around the topic and told me I was comparing him to my ex-stepdad. But I'm not! I really do want my mom to be happy and not alone. But I just don't like this guy. I'm having the hardest time dealing with this right now. I don't want to F--- things up between me and my mom because she is helping me plan and pay for my upcoming wedding. What do I do? I'm really uncomfortable around him.
On the other hand, tomorrow is my fiance's birthday! We are going to go see "Star Wars" with the whole family! That's what he wanted to do. I love birthdays. I think I'm going to wake up early and go decorate his car! I look forward to doing creative things like that.
Well, I hope you all have a great day/night.